Moving On….
Hmm.. so ya , the 2nd ivf cycle failed as well. Honestly, I didn’t see it coming. I won’t say I was confident it would work but I was more than hopeful that it would. All the symptoms for a positive were not there but nor were there very many symptoms for a negative..u know! But yes, got to know on 4/13..a day before the Tamil New Year. So ya, the timing was a bummer, but really is there a ever a “right” time for heartbreaks?
The good news is that we handled it a LOT better. I didn’t have to convince myself that there was a good reason for it…I knew it. I didn’t struggle too much with the million $ question…’will we or won’t we have a baby?’. For no rhyme or reason, I’m feelin more n more confident that there is a baby in our future..it is just about when?!
Its take me so long to update ‘coz firstly I wanted to come to terms with it and then I got busy studying for my PMP certification exam , which I passed by the way. I also had a fabulous 29th B’day ! I hate it that the clock is ticking away…but well…
Meanwhile… we are getting acupuncture treatment. Its weekly 1 session for the DH. I need to go for a session just before ovulation, n that’s it. I’m hoping this will help us address the root cause. That this will solve our problem and god-willing we won’t even need another ivf cycle. Fingers n toes crossed!
We have a follow-up appointment tomo. Don’t have a big list of Qs or anything. In my mind I don’t expect to have a another cycle at the same hospital. Kay sera sera…
